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childofjesus posted: I dont know my heart right nowWhether I should cry or rejoiceI rejoice because hes homeHes safe, hes free,No more pain no more sickness,I cry because I miss himBecause he was close to meAnd I never thoughtId have to live life without him.Im torn in betweenI rejoice but I cryYou tell me not to be ashamed of my tearsFor they bring healingAnd theyre beautiful to youBut I just dont understand all this.I dont know if I should think about himAnd remind myselfOf all the memories,Good and badI remember how it all happenedAnd it feels like yesterday.When I think about himSometimes I smileSometimes I cryBut Im afraidIf I dont think about himThats just a way of avoiding the painGod take my handAnd lead me throughIm so lost without You.This my heartI need You to take care of itShape it for Your gloryCome what mayIll always worship YouThis is my willTo follow...
